i have been walking between worlds for as long as i can remember.

From an early age, I experienced life through heightened sensitivity. I perceived things that those around me could not easily explain, yet I was raised within a Southern Baptist family and community where those experiences had no language, no place to land, and were often demonized.

Alongside this sensitivity came profound suffering. Early childhood trauma, physical harm, and experiences I came to understand as psychic and spiritual attack shaped my early years. I descended into depression, self-hatred, and a deep sense that something about me was fundamentally wrong by the age of 12. Because I could not reconcile my inner knowing with the God the Christian faith taught me to worship, I came to believe that I was innately dark, or fallen.

Eventually, I disconnected from much of my own psychic awareness. It was simply too much to carry. I tried to build a normal life, yet beneath the surface I was still living in the Underworld- disconnected from my soul, weighed down by chronic pain, illness, inherited beliefs, and a persistent feeling that I was carrying something that wasn’t entirely mine.

Everything changed when I stopped searching for a way around the darkness and consciously chose to walk into it.

What followed was years of devoted study, artistic exploration, bodywork, and direct spiritual practice. Through a Gnostic lens and the Mythic pattern of Katabasis- the descent into the Underworld- I began unraveling my own inner landscape. I learned to distinguish between what truly belonged to me and what was inherited conditioning, energetic interference, fear, and demiurgic structures of separation that had shaped my life.

Most importantly, I cultivated discernment. Not simply the ability to perceive the unseen, but the wisdom to recognize what resonated with Spirit- with living, creative, life-giving presence- and what merely imitated it. To distinguish truth from distortion. Life and freedom from control. My own soul from everything that had obscured it.

My descent required me to face every corner of myself: my grief, my rage, my shame, my fear, and the monsters I’d created in order to survive. It also meant confronting aspects of the demiurge: the entities, energies, and beings that work to siphon, exploit, manipulate, and trap souls in loops of suffering. It was through meeting both: integrating my own shadow and removing these demiurgic systems from my own, that I found freedom.

The deeper I descended, the more I realized that the light I had been searching for was never somewhere outside of me. It had always been waiting beneath the layers of fear, forgetting, and separation.

That realization became the foundation of my work. Today, my practice exists at the threshold between the Underworld and the Aether.

I guide others through a path of descent, remembrance, and return- not to rescue them, and not to tell them what to believe, but to help them reclaim direct relationship with their own soul and with Spirit. Together we move through the shadow, dismantle what is holding you hostage, restore energetic sovereignty, and remember the life that has always existed beneath the distortion.

I don’t believe the shadow is the enemy. I believe it is the path to freedom.