Demiurgic Structures pt. 1
I’ve tapped in to the Demiurgic energies that are rampant within our world in various ways… Looking at how it has had a hand in forming our political and religious systems, society, how we interact with strangers and friends and ourselves, and how it manipulates our own energy. On one occasion, during a very intense inner-work session of my own, I journeyed into the Demiurge itself- gnarly, 10/10 do not recommend- and retrieved a large part of my soul as well as pieces of others, freeing and returning them to their owners. Bizarre, unexpected, and in some ways still processing that little mind-mission. Over the next several entries, I’ll be breaking down the following:
How/why the Demiurge is present within our reality
How it has cemented itself within our world via religion
How it functions, what it does, and how it keeps us trapped
What it looks like on a very personal level: inside of us, our energy, our relationships, etc
How to free ourselves (and eventually the world) of it
I’m going to preface this, as always, with the fact that I’m not stating any of this as the truth, as though it were some doctrine. I’m sharing this because it is what I have seen and experienced and come to understand as a way of finding freedom, joy, and true unrelenting life. This is what I know now, and as I learn more- or even learn different- I will update and happily share where I have misunderstood, been wrong, etc. But for now, here we are: a girl sitting in her Denver apartment, journeying through space, time, and the Records to understand just what the fuck is going on: the Demiurge being the common denominator in thousands upon thousands of hours of client sessions, personal work, and study.
how and why the demiurge is present within out reality
In my previous post I explained what I’ve been shown surrounding the creation of the Demiurge & its need to attach to worlds, places, beings, in order to siphon, consume, and survive. In short, this piece of consciousness originally derived from Spirit, all that is, God, Goddess, Source- however you personally relate- splintered off and became so far removed from any form of true life and consciousness that it metastasized, sucking out all of its own life energy, replicating and replicating like cancer cells until it was one huge mass. I watched as this beautiful, glowing, liquid light all but winked out- its form hardening, its energy shifting from ‘alive’ to ‘not alive’, ‘organic’ to ‘inorganic/artificial’. A package of genetic material, wrapped in a hardened suit of dead energy, looking for a food source to siphon from, eventually replicating into something that looks and acts alive, yet is anything but.
From there, it was drawn to the worlds that were connected to Spirit- where true life, that beautiful liquid light, flowed freely and joyfully. I watched its direct attacks, how it corded in to various worlds and sucked them dry of their resources. I watched as it grew smarter- realizing its mistake in obliterating its buffet table all at once- as it began siphoning and, in return, injecting its own virus into the planets and beings, creating monsters where beautiful expressions of Spirit had once been. This trickled down, if you will- planet to planet, society to society.
I’m going to pause here and share that, while I’ve bopped around within the universe and star systems, I frankly don’t know all of the lore. The starseed thing was a blip on my radar, something I never really clung to, and learned very little about. I’m aware of the different ‘races’, if you will, of star beings… the Lyrans, the Pleiadians, the Andromedans, those from Orion and Vega and this and that. I’m aware of the Reptilian, Draconian, Grey, and Annunaki lore. None if it ever seemed that important to me to fully figure or map out, to get the full history of what all happened or is happening within other worlds and star systems. I believe there is an abundance of life within the universe- good and bad. My ambivalence towards it all started to make sense once I, again, landed on the Demiurge. I’m sure I’ll get to some stories about Grey or Reptilian interference, but to me, the root cause is the Demiurge. And when it comes down to it, the root cause is really all that matters- IMO. This doesn’t mean that past lives spent off planet don’t matter- they certainly do- I’m simply not going down the rabbit hole of what each negative star race adds to the concoction of suffering when, from my perspective, it all trickles down from the Demiurgic energies.
All of that being said, we are going to get a bit ~galactic~ here for a moment.
atlantis
The Gnostics spoke of Sophia departing from her Divine counterpart and creating on her own- out of balance, breaking the rules- the Demiurge being that creation. From there, the Demiurge created the material world (aka, the universe and all that is within it), and is in essence, the God most Christians adhere to. Jesus descended into the material in an effort to save humanity, remind us all of our own Divine spark, and lead us through the distortion of the Demiurge- while also helping Sophia to ascend back into her rightful place within the Pleroma. The powers that be- Rome, et al- then used Christianity as a tool of control, making Jesus the poster boy of their movement. This religion has then spread, becoming the seat of power and control for many societies. As I stated in my previous entry, I don’t fully agree or align with this line of thought. I believe the Demiurge was present long before Earth (though had nothing to do with Earth’s creation), I think the Garden of Eden is a story of liberation rather than the fall of humanity, and so much of what we’ve been taught is ‘good’ or ‘evil’ is completely upside down. Before I get ahead of myself, though, let’s turn back a few thousand years.
I believe Atlantis is where the Demiurge first got its claws into our home, Earth.
In 2015, I had my first conscious past life recall. At the time, I was doing EMDR sessions twice a week, every week. (It was intense and I frankly don’t recommend it). Shit got trippy. I was seeing a lot that I didn’t understand. One night, home alone after a long day of working at the bakery I managed, I plopped down with a glass of wine and, for some reason, decided to turn on Disney’s Atlantis: The Lost Empire. Growing up in an extremely Southern Baptist home, what I was and was not allowed to watch was mandated by: does good win, does it make an argument that conflicts with what is taught in Sunday School, etc. So Atlantis was out. As I was watching the movie, I started remembering things I had no logical way of explaining. An ancient land that seemingly only existed within fantastical films and stories… except I could feel it. Something in my body knew I’d been there. It took awhile for me to dive into it, though I was open to the idea of living multiple lives aside from this one, I shied away for a bit from wading into those depthless waters. Fast forward a few years and I find myself in various hypnosis sessions: seeing myself in a different form- aka, not human- in a space I experienced as Lemuria. In these sessions, my form would bop back and forth from ancient Earth to a space off-planet. I saw myself discussing what was happening on Earth with another group of non-humans- concern and hesitancy lacing every conversation. At one point I found myself on another ancient land. It felt circular, water everywhere, stones with glyphs carved into them. In one very specific moment, I saw someone that mattered to me- someone who was, at one point, ‘good’ for lack of better words. In this vignette, it seemed as though this person had been taken over- like they were a husk of the light and life they had been, and all that was coming from them was this vile, icky green energy. This energy had infected the land - Atlantis - and I remember this sense of impending doom surrounding the landscape.
I’ve come to understand this series of hypnosis sessions as this: I was seeing (I suppose present for) much of the Lemurian chapter, as well as the tale end of Atlantis. I’ve taken some time to drop into varying Atlantean timelines- not all of which contain this gnarly green, acidic energy I noted above. Not to sound as though I have on rose-tinted glasses, but these times were peaceful. But like moths to a flame, the negative beings picked up on the beacon of light these lands were emitting and latched onto it. The Demiurge, at this point, had become much smarter. All of those negative galactic factions I mentioned earlier, from my understanding, were used as the ‘bad guys’ while the Demiurge floated about, cording into worlds, essentially unnoticed. Sort of like the Spider Man Meme where it’s all Spider Man in a circle, pointing finger guns at himself. All of it is the same- the Reptilians, Annunaki, the Archons and the Greys and the Draconians, to mention a few- are all foot soldiers of the Demiurge. Each one playing their own role in destruction, enslavement, manipulation, siphoning and distraction. With all of this chaos- negative factions descending upon peaceful lands- interference and distortion became rampant. I’m not going to detail all that I’ve seen during this stage of Atlantis, but it was gnarly. Many beings of light were siphoned, enslaved, and have lived many a lifetime working to get back to their true essence- pure, organic, liquid light and life. After the fall of Atlantis, many scattered to various corners of the world. Some even left Earth entirely, going back to their home planet, ship, what have you. Various religions and practices were constructed: animist, mythological, polytheism, monotheism, etc. Many were formed from light, and most have been infiltrated and distorted by the Demiurgic energies at hand.
Before we move into how it has cemented itself within our realm of existence, let’s recap:
The Demiurge is a virus, for all intents and purposes. It needs the pure, beautiful, liquid light of Spirit/Source/Goddess/God (aka, true organic life energy) in order to continue in existence- thus it latches on to what is truly living in order to siphon off that energy. Like a mosquito, as it siphons, it also injects its own venom: creating little husks of what once was. Little soldiers to do its dirty work. It has been present for some time, not only in religious structures, but rampant throughout all of our frameworks, our structures, and our own energetic fields.
